school life

Student life is definitely the best life any person can have.Those days were really amazing ..nothin to worry about....parents used to take care of evrything...rite from school uniform to books to shoes....Just eat ,sleep, play joyfully n study smtimes.Sharing lunch boxes,copying home work,writing exams which were very easy,appreciation from teachers ,playing hell lot of games .....happiness attatched to those days jus cant be described in words.N ofcourse silly fights with friends,punishments from teachers,scoldings from parents had even more fun attatched to them.But i guess i was more intelligent then than now....the zeal in me to learn new things ...every new task was a greater challenge to me.....gods grace or my luck i was extremely good at what i did.I really wonder what has happened to all those qualities in me.....The lazy bug in me is growin in size day by day....eating away the cells of enthusiasm,intelligence etc etc.The fun that was involved with the school bus daily is replaced by dull n tiresome cycle rides....Interesting maths n geography classes are gone n borin communication systems n signal processing have entered....Games period which i used to wait eagerly ...which used to freshen up my mind has been occupied by movies n computer games....which makes me feel so dull .Life has lost itz charm......now itz jus filled with tensions ....as to whether the analog assignment wud get over or no....???Will i make a decent grade in communication systems....??Will my program run in the Computer programmin online...??Will i get a good score in GRE??Will i make a good job with a good pay....??
I am just tired of all this wish all the lost happiness comes back.

do girls have more memory or is it that guys care less??

I have heard many guys complain regarding the habit of most of the girls remembering all the dates possible like birthdays,anniversaries etc etc.Girls tend to remember all the dates possible like the birthdays,anniversaries,date on which their bf's proposed to them,date of first dates etc etc..infact the list goes on.....Nd not to forget they also get pissed off when their beloved ones forget these dates.I definitely find no wrong with this habit of gals bcos they love all those people related to them so much that they can never forget such lovely moments of their lives.Its not that they order themselves n memorize those dates evryday.N comin to guys ...hardly they give importance to such things n feel its the stupidity of females to remember all those.For a guy may be he wud be least botthered if none remembers his bday,may be he wudnt get hurt if none celebrate his bday..but for a female itz definitely not the case...she expects the equal amounts of share of love which she gives ...Thats bcos she has this feeling of possessiveness of MY PEOPLE ....bcos she is more sensitive to relationships nd cares a lot abt them....Ofcourse she too has many works to do ...official work ,household work...has to take care that her people dont get hurt under any circumstances....But she definitely prioritizes her responsibilities towards family n loved ones against her official work or her personal goals.So all those guys who comment on this behaviour of gals do consider all these .

Sorry

This pathetic habit of mine,really happens evrytime with me ....The most negative trait of my character to get angry easily at the smallest of things ...n then hurt ppl by removing my anger on them n then say sorry n feel miserable abt it.God i have done this so many times ...at the end of each episode i promise to myself that i would try n control my anger but when the situation arises again the same old story.What do i do abt this???The reason why i am writing this blog is to say SORRY to all those who had been hurt by me .Guys i am really really sorry for having hurt u n making u sad.I am trying hard to improove on this...but it surely takes time so plz kindly bare with me bcos i love u guys a lot n dont want to loose any one of u bcos of this stupid ,idiotic habit of mine which is standing as an obstacle in my path for making a best personality of myself.

for all those who consider me short

Hey why dont u exercise daily to grow taller....hey why dont u wear heels so that u will look taller....hey this dress wud have been better if u wud have been taller....Enough is enough....Iam not gonna take this any more....I am happy with what i am...n i know what to do n what not to do...N for all those people who consider me short n throw advices for free plz mind ur own business...n better dont poke nose in to my issues.

atlast got to blog

my damn shit comp bcos of this stupid thingi i cudnt blog all these days...i am overwhelmed with joy that i am getting to blog again.Seriously belive me blogging is such a nice thing to do on earth.Ucan just put into words whatever crap u feel like...u can criticize any one ....u can vent ur feelings out...n no one can ever say anything abt that.Now i feel so relieved to get back to blogging.When my friend introduced me to this i never felt anything great about this...when she said this was good i never cared a damn abt this....but now i realised it has bcome a part n parcel of my day.Guess thats why people say u realise once importance when they are not there.
I tried doing evrything else possible to keep me occupied so that i dont miss blogging but i was unsuccesfull ...everytime i switched on my comp i prayed to god n put my fingers crossed when i checked if this site wud get opened .N evry time my wish was unfullfilled...but today i dint even pray i was confident that it wudnt get opened nd to my surprise it opened....n just cant tell how happy i am...itz like meeting a friend after long....This infact taught me a lesson too that u shud never give up doing anything but u shud keep trying until u get it.
Thankgod i am able to blog again nd i hope my comp permits me to blog too hereafter.

Formalz or casuals...

The other day i was having a conversation with a friend then this debate over formalz came into picture.According to me any guy however bad he might be with physical looks he definitely looks good in formalz.I feel physical appearence n looks will definitely make an impact and gives the other person an impression abt us.Just imagine a well dressed guy with clothes neatly ironed and a good lookin tie....n a person shabbily dressed with ordinary jeans.I bet any one ot rather any girl wud ob wud like the guy neatly dressed.Intelligence of the guy defintely plays a major role but it comes into picture only after we get to know him better.I do definitely agree Knowledge is power .....n with knowledge u can win over anyone.Now comin to the main topic should there be a compulsion that one shud wear formalz to official meetings or shud they be allowed to wear anything??According to me people should definitely wear formal clothes because it gives a proffessional look to the person.The dignity it adds on to a person which can never be got by just wearin a jeans n t-shirt.The explanation i give for this is there r certain clothes assigned to certain works .Just like how we wear traditional clothes for marriages or festivals.But points from my friends side r that the external appearence doesnt matter at all...
only if he has enough brains he can just walk in to a meeting in any attire though it might be shorts.And the other reason for not supporting formalz is that ....they require additional pains of ironing ,polishing the shoes..n not to forget the knot of the tie.Who the hell has time for all this nonsense stuff when we can put in all these efforts in to smthing constructive....is the other reason for not supporting formalz.
Whatever may ppl feel regarding this but i will defintely go for formal wear.

whose mistake??

It always happens with me. i just cant understand why.People always expect me to start the conversation or chat.It happens in the Msngr too people see me as available but never buzz to talk ..even closest of my friends.Evry time i buzz into smone they seem to be busy and i remain waiting like a fool for that person to get back to chat.But the same doesnt apply to me ...if i am busy no one ever waits for me to come back.I really wonder if my speaking skills r so bad or is it that i have so much patience compared to others....But i considered both the options closely and they bothe stand false...but realisation has given me an answer.That is it is not their mistake.
Its because i waste all the time waiting for someone to chat.instead i guess i shud start listening to my parents n start utilising my time in a planned manner.I in the presence of comp take this
oath that from today onwards i wont disturb anyone who is workin seriously and shall start making myself busy by doing smthing constructive.