short hair or long hair!!

Asha apply oil to your hair...screams my mom daily....well i used to have long hair once upon a time...but god knows what happened to me suddenly, i just went to the beauty parlour n got it chopped....evryone was shocked but then all my friends got adjusted to it n now they say that suits me better....whatever are the opinions of the others .....i feel a strong sense of relief after havin cut my hair...no time wastage to comb it....no difficulties as to which hair style shud i have for the party....no problems of hair fall etc etc...But the problem defintely arises when i come home for the hols....My mom...she always wanted me to have that girlish look ...long hair...which she cud plat ....which she cud try out her new hair styles....which she cud decorate with the flowers that grew in our garden....she is always bothered that i wud look stupid in my marriage photos....evryday the BIGFIGHT happens in our house ...me wantin to go to beauty parlour to have a hair cut..n she tryin to stop me.....she doesnt even understand how problamatic it is for me while playin tennis as the hair keeps fallin in to my eyes distracting me....Then comes my chweeet bf...who never dictates me do this do that...he is happy with whatever i am...but the problem with hair again....he likes girls having long hair...the cute impressive way he manages to convince me that i shud have long hair .....god he justs tempts me to have long hair....one more problem is he is growin his hair and i really dont like guys havin long hair.....but really cant say anything about that bcos i dont want to dictate him either....even the cute little girls in our neighbourhood manage to have long hair...n they too started advicing that i shud be havin long hair.....
i am in utter confusion whether to stand by my comforts n liking nd have short hair or give up n start growin my hair for the others.........????#@!!

waiting

Waiting the word itself makes me say grrrrrrrr.....The onli thing i hate to do on earth.....i am just tired of waiting for the bell to ring for the class to get over since childhood.....i am tired of waiting for my birthday to come evry year ....i am tired of waiting for my dad to come home after office.... i am tired of waiting for the bus to come....i am tired of waiting for the results of exams .......i am tired of waiting for my friends to get ready to go for the music nite.......all my life i have been waitin for something or the other ....all my patience has reached zero level ....one day i firmly decided i am not gonna wait for anybody nor anything....and i strictly followed my decision....
but suddenly saw a change in me.....i met this person....nevrythings changed.....i have been waitin for him to comeonline for 2 hrs just doin nothin....though a bit of anger but still i wouldnt mind waitin ...just for that 2 min chat that too bein interrupted by his manager.....i started loving to wait for 24 hrs for his fone call.....really prayed n waited for days to see his mail in my inbox....
now really waitin n will wait for anylong to be with him someday........
Really waitin is such a irritating thing on earth but itz result is really sweet.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

This is a story of few friends who set thier journey to reach greater heights in life.When all of them were xcited at the railway station to catch the train to this gorforsaken place.None had a clear picture as to how this place is gonna be,everyone just looked at it like a new chapter of life.
Then after a two days of travel with loads of luggage they finally reached thier destination.New faces all over ...yellow yellow buildings ...dont know how the system is gonna be...All of them were allocated thier rooms in which they were gonna make a new beginning of their independent lives....now no more dependency on mom's ...no one around who wud get what we want just by a scream....no one to scold ...no one to bother....free birds they cud do what they wished....soon the parents who came to drop them had to leave ...nd ofcourse the tears made their way out.....nd from the next day onwards the classes were abt to start.....Then these five girls from the same college back home ....dont know what made them bind together so much...each one comforted the other when one was in grief.....they wudnt go to the mess without each other...they had fun together ....attended classes together.....danced ...sang...n celebrated each others birthday ..in no time they became best of friends....they never bothered abt the other gangs which existed on campus bcos they felt they were the best....nd ofcourse the reason for which they came started bcomin their last option..they wud just read before the tests....nd they were pretty happy abt their lives.....evryday the laccha sessions had no ends ...they talked abt guys as to which one looks better who has crush on whom....commentin on the couples already excisting ...then fallin in love was considered as sin by them....They felt that was the best place on earth....they had many opportunities to explore into....each one of them had different interests...one cud sing and dance well ...one had interest in sports....one was very good at socialisin and managing things....one was very beauty concious ...soon they named thier gang with thier initials and the whole campus knew about thier existence .Time passed by and they finished one year of togetherness ...next year was abt to start nd evryone was excited about raggin thier juniors ..but thier togetherness was destroyed by wardens wish..two of them got seperated from the rest...but still when time permitted they njoied bein together...evryone started havin their own private lives ..n secrets...but their closeness started reducin day by day...just a hi n a bye now n then...then came third year all of them got rooms together but there was no closeness at all..evryone made their new friends...started living their own lives.,..even a smile was becomin rare...but as though some one had cursed their friendship...they had lots of misunderstandings ...soon few of them stopped talkin to each other.
god knows where this would lead to
Thats the story of friendship...does that proove that A friend in need is a friend in deed...!!

Just like that

Hmmm...well getting really bored so thought wud write something ....what do i start off with....Friendship .....Friends are the best possesions any one can ever have .. Thats what evryone keeps saying ....but sometimes i really wonder if... the people whom i consider as my very close pals feel the same with me too....Life has taught me many lessons ....had experiences when people whom i believed are really close to me and whom i loved the most never even cared for me and hurted me the most.At times people in whom i cofided my secrets and believed that they wud keep to themselves dint stand upto my expectations.....But still i believe friends are the sweetest people on earth.But ofcourse i had wonderful moments too...Staying in the hostel wouldnt have been this easy without friends...Was just thinkin if i did anythin without my friends out here ....Rite from mornin i wudnt get up if my friends wudnt wake me up on time.....wud feel really lazy to walk down to the mess if my friends wudnt pull me down there....classes wud have been terribly borin if there wasnt a friend beside who wud listen to all the senseless comments ....studying would never have been this interesting ....all in all life wud have been terrible without friends.

examzzzzzzzzzzz

Well examz at Bits...hmmmm...not able to understand what to write bcos i hardly wrote anything in them....Rite from the first year i was just trying to crack the fund as to how to crack the examz here...but alas ...i have reached my 3rd year 2 sem n all my efforts are in vain!!Tried reading in my room but God knows why just before the examz every boring thing on earth looks terribly tempting...just cant resist putting laccha on wierd topics which never pop up during the boring journeys home or in free time....Even now....sudden interest in blogging man i cant believe it myself......Tried reading in the insti....believe me even God dint wish that shud happen it rained for 3 days continously here in pilani.... can u believe that in summer...!!nd ya the last option left was was the library...hmmmm actually started believing that it was really LOVEly....I wud definitely recommend that place for the people suffering from sleeplessness.....Believe me u dont need any extra comforts like pillow n bed...u can just sleep endlessly.Finally reached a conclusion that exams at Bits are not my cup of tea....or i wud love to say that i am just givinng in a chance to those hard core ghotters so that they dont get dissappointed.Nd ya one more favour i do is to the proffs they endup learning new theories n proofs by just reading my answer scripts.

Feelings

Every one around ... people who know me (thats what they feel) believe that i am really short tempered and tell that i dont express my feelings.... even if i do no one ever understands the reason behind that.Say i show anger no one ever understands why i am angry or at whom i am angry.The problem with me is i believe i shouldnt be hurting that person by saying that they hurted me, but at the same time i cant hide my feelings so involuntarily i start staying aloof from that person and show indifference towards the person. Its just a trait of my character and no one ever understands that.At times i just feel like screaming at that person to vent out my anger but wish i could do that. I really cant see any solution to this problem because its hurting me and the opposite person too. At times i am just scared i might loose some good friends because of this attitude of mine.

Thanks to this blog bcos we can just gush our feelings out.